Have you ever had a friend that you thought you could trust, and depend on, and then realized all of a sudden that you couldn’t? I just realized one of my friends is fairly undependable. Always looking out for themselves in every aspect. Every time they do something for you, there always appears to be an ultimatum that works out for them in the long run. Talk about a stressful friendship. When somebody you thought was a good friend and would be there for you ends up disappointing you, it feels like you’ve been stabbed in the back, it’s quite possibly one of the worst feelings in the world. Okay, maybe stabbed in the back is the wrong word for that situation, but you know what I mean, right? I’m not really sure what to do about the situation. I’ve been so stressed out lately that I’ve probably been digging that knife deeper into myself without even knowing it. It seems like some of my friends are abandoning me just because I’ve had a rough couple weeks, and haven’t been my normal chipper self. Not really sure what to do about that, but so far today has been better. Been rockin’ out all day to this Bob Marley cd, so that has me feeling a little bit better. Not to mention, I woke up this morning feeling a lot better. Not sure if it’s because it’s my last day of work before the 4th of July weekend, or if it’s because of something else…but so far, today is a good day. I’ve still got that friend that looks out for themselves all the time, but everybody looks out for themselves. Would just be nice to have them look out for somebody else from time to time…ya know!!
Anyways, some friends and I are going to a Rockies game tonight, then some bar hopping. Getting some drinks, and gonna have a good time. Don’t have any set in stone plans for the rest of the weekend, but I know some of my friends are trying to get me to go up to Nebraska with them to go to this lake and hit up some jet skis. Might do that on Saturday…but only if I can get somebody to drive back to Colorado with me when we are done with the jet skiing. I can’t really camp out, plus J Dizzle is going to be up this weekend to party it up on the 4th…gotta hang out with the big brizzle. Haha. I’ll let you know how the weekend goes. So far, it’s looking up!!
UPDATE: The day just went from really good….to really shitty. Seriously in a matter of an hour. Go fuckin’ figure!
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